Life is scattered in to a million tiny pieces. And no matter how we pick them up, they never do fit back together. Hell maybe there was never a point where they were all together anyway. Why waste valued time putting them back.
See i started this blog to write all about the way I was played. And how everyday you can get played. But here are the facts I have come up with
#1 I deserve to be played, why? because I to am a player and in the blogs that follow this one I will admit to it in all the sorted detail..feel free to call me what you may.
#2 How could I write for more than 2 days on a player, I should be old enough to let it go.. This is not my pity party after all.
# 3 I may be messed up, but then again we all are...
#4 life is moving way to fast not to just go with the flow....

And here is where the flow has gotten me.

I am in my mid 30 give or take a few years..just know that my age starts with a 3 and has a few more years until I hit a 4. That covered, I have never before met my dad. Yes I did know where he was, and I had talked to him on the phone a few times, but met him no.. Until last week, for exactly 10 minutes at my place of business, while he was heading through on a business trip. We didn't say much, we stared at each other with probably the same thought, I am part of him, she is part of me? Wow I would have never guessed in a hundred years that he was my father.

I ask this what is a father? The man who gave you life unknowingly ( as mine did) or the one who sustained life no matter their real relationship to you. I believe the 2ND the one who sacrificed and saved and above all made you who you are or were. So why did I feel the need to find him and know him... I guess I will uncover that in the blogs that follow also.. This is going to be a long ride with plenty of time to talk....